I don't really know what advice to give, but it sounds like you have been through a lot over the last seven years. I had to look up some of the conditions that you have since I wasn't familiar with them, but now that I researched them it seems like chemotherapy would be especially difficult for you.
You obviously have known that you've been in a near terminal state throughout this time so I hope that you were able to make the best occur throughout those years. From my personal POV, I'd rather focus on enjoying whatever time that remains and building memories with those around me than go through the pain of chemotherapy. While I only know you online, it appears that you have made a difference in the lives of others and will be missed.
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