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Mind racing thoughts on mortality [View all]
Thanks for bearing with me. I'm googling calcifications again, and all sorts of cancer stuff is coming up from reputable sources. My ultrasound is Thursday. I'm terrified. Awaiting to see if lease is renewed.
So much I want to do. Another part of me is like, if its serious, just let Nature take its course. I hate being in this position. I know Life doesn't work this way. I've always tried to be a good person and do whats right. I think I'm putting off the TMJ treatment now. No point if I'm dying. I'm cleaning to keep busy.
I'm sorry for constantly posting. Just feel so alone
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