I somehow managed to not hear or see the news today.

[kimmerspixelated]

Without looking at a clock at all, I had a feeling of zen, turned around to notice that it was 11:11, shortly thereafter back to regular...which in light of the time frame of events, I don't understand...but I noticed later, still ignorant of the day's tragic events that there was a draining feeling to my system. I felt a numbness. Like I've already absorbed the news and my filtering is off kilter. It's almost like I was spared..I don't know why. A weird and horrible distance.